(June 3, 2018 at 9:35 am)MysticKnight Wrote: I know it's my fault...but let's go deep and discover why I can't leave.
You don't want to leave, because western atheists are the perfect target for your inane attempts at preaching. Whereas among other muslims you're just another voice and if you tried preaching you could easily be checked and criticized by people more versed in the same bullsh*t you're slinging - over here you can be "the only gay in the village". Any criticism directed at you, you can chalk up to prejudice, or cultural ignorance, so you can avoid finding out and admitting to yourself how little your naive, mealy-mouthed platitudes and half-baked, pseudo-philosophical interpretations of barbarian poetry really are worth.
Also - you get to fantasize about converting some of the most damned people on Earth, however slim the chances of that may be. Surely - Allah would reward you handsomely, should you succeed.
"The fact that a believer is happier than a skeptic is no more to the point than the fact that a drunken man is happier than a sober one." - George Bernard Shaw
