Choosing to/not to Believe? Not Possible?

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Love of God will hold on to proofs of God and cling to certainty of him while hate towards his proofs and way and the holy sacred name of his will make people oppose proofs

You cannot prove the metaphysical or non falsifiable exist so the proofs for Gods existence are not actually real
It has nothing to do with love or hate but with the lack of deductive logic to prove that which cannot be proven