This is Islam. Malcom X

[Angrboda]

Ignoring the fact that going to the Quran and the family hasn't helped your case any, as pointed out previously, both suck, the fact that you excuse your pathetic displays as duty simply illustrates two things. First, that you don't understand morality and responsibility. The "just following orders" defense didn't work for the Nazis at Nuremberg and it doesn't exonerate you for being a moron, a liar, and recklessly immoral. Second, if it indeed is your duty to God, then that god is an idiot who has made a terrible strategic mistake. Since I'm pretty sure that God is not such an idiot, I can only conclude that you follow a false god and your stupid Dawah is just the pathetic outworkings of a corrupt and false religion grabbing for power regardless of how it must distort truth and morals to do so.