IF you deconverted in midlife, can you help?

[brewer]

I don't have time for this shit. Did you not notice the title of the thread? You haven't deconverted, and you're certainly not helping. My facts are straight. You have so many errors and misassumptions in your post above that I'm not even going to try to address them. Again, I don't have time for your nonsense. I've been steeped in theology and doctrine my entire life, so who are you to tell me what I do and do not know and what I have and haven't done? Your arrogance is amazing. Just go away. 

I did notice the title of this thread. And I read your OP. Perhaps the reason you need help is that your reasons for being in the position you are in--are flawed. I understand why you wouldn't want to examine those reasons more carefully--you know, with so much on the line if you are wrong. 
Oh well, I'll just "go away".

Typical christen. Should have never come in, comes in anyway because of feelings of false entitlement and self righteousness, accuses the others of being wrong/ignorant, makes threat of hell on the way out.