I'm deleting a lot of posts on my facebook, but I came across this and thought I would share:
I look in the mirror of my heart,
To find the leader and Guide of time,
But all I see is the shadows,
An ugly tree has rooted my heart,
Taken over my soul,
Dark swords I have relied on so long,
My Madness and illness didn't begin from God manifesting himself to me,
It began from running away from him when being called to him,
It began when I ignored his call and embraced the call of the cursed swords,
When I spat in his holy court,
The dark night is getting darker,
And evils are overwhelming,
And I await as all foundations continue to break,
Where is the name of God that is the means to refuge?
Where is the leader who will guide me out of the darkness to the light?
Where is the caller that will awaken my talents?
Where is the witness that will show me who I am, and show who my Lord truly is?
Where is the Driver who will carry me to safety?
Where is the Captain that will save me?
Where who is holds the Authority over humans and Jinn, by which I will recognize the True King of all kings, by his appointed King?
Still abandoning me, because I abandon him,
Using his name for my dark delusions,
Using the door and where it leads only to deceive myself and others,
As I live, I keep searching,
Increasing in knowledge and wisdom,
But still running away from the path,
And failing to embrace his name.
I look in the mirror of my heart,
To find the leader and Guide of time,
But all I see is the shadows,
An ugly tree has rooted my heart,
Taken over my soul,
Dark swords I have relied on so long,
My Madness and illness didn't begin from God manifesting himself to me,
It began from running away from him when being called to him,
It began when I ignored his call and embraced the call of the cursed swords,
When I spat in his holy court,
The dark night is getting darker,
And evils are overwhelming,
And I await as all foundations continue to break,
Where is the name of God that is the means to refuge?
Where is the leader who will guide me out of the darkness to the light?
Where is the caller that will awaken my talents?
Where is the witness that will show me who I am, and show who my Lord truly is?
Where is the Driver who will carry me to safety?
Where is the Captain that will save me?
Where who is holds the Authority over humans and Jinn, by which I will recognize the True King of all kings, by his appointed King?
Still abandoning me, because I abandon him,
Using his name for my dark delusions,
Using the door and where it leads only to deceive myself and others,
As I live, I keep searching,
Increasing in knowledge and wisdom,
But still running away from the path,
And failing to embrace his name.
