I Don't Care

[bennyboy]

Yawn...Oh, look. More denial, gaslighting, and projection.

I have no doubt that this sort of bullshit is quite effective in keeping your family off balance and subdued, but do understand that it's boring to me.
It's just further confirmation of what a horridly manipulative person you are.

I'm gonna go way out on a limb and say that you're the one projecting.  Tell us about your well-balanced, rich and rewarding love life, Thena.  Tell us about your deep satisfaction with your family situation, and about how your sunny disposition keeps everyone around you smiling.  Tell us about the psychological good health and personal balance which serves as a guiding light for your behavior-- because based on the way you talk, I'd say that your problems are at least as severe as mine.  If you really think that dumping on me, or insulting my relationship with my family, will improve your view of yourself, then I have to say that is probably not going to happen.

Being honest about real feelings and events in life, and trying to understand how people arrive at that place, is a valuable pursuit, and with all due respect to whatever it is that tilts you so much about this discussion, I will continue discussing it until I've learned what I can.  But it's pretty clear that "the lady doth protest too much."  Here we are, in a thread entitled "I don't care," and you are showing how much you don't care by typing dozens or hundreds of lines about what a horrible person you think I am, and how unfortunate my poor family are to have to deal with me. 

Why don't you open up a bit?  Instead of hiding behind your toxicity, why don't you share something a little more meaningful?  No matter what else anyone thinks about me, I can guarantee that anyone who is troubled and looking for an ear to listen will find an attentive one in mine.

And consider what this thread is about and my position-- that we should restrain ourselves from using dehumanizing or excessively hostile language. Do you really despise me so much that you can look at that kind of sentiment, and see only an attempt to manipulate? How about this-- I give open reign for you to shit all over me. Make a thread about me-- list all the horrible things I've done, and all the many ways in which I should rightly suffer for them. Punish me for my attempt to manipulate, content in the knowledge that I deserve whatever you dish out or more. But beyond that, maybe find a little room in your heart not to dehumanize anyone else, or support the dehumanization of others.