I slept with a married woman. I didn't know she was married the first time, but after I found out, I slept with her again. And after I broke up with her, I slept with her again the next time she showed up on my doorstep. I was old enough that I shouldn't have been ruled by my hormones; and in particular it was something I thought I would never do. I think it's those things that stick with you, the exceptions you make to your own rules, the failures to live up to your own standards. I was a shoplifter in my teens, I don't beat myself up over that, though I'm not proud of it; but the married woman thing is what I really wish I could undo.
That's been about 24 years ago, I'm in a sound relationship now, and I don't think about it much. My libido has settled a bit, and I'm kind of relieved about that, tbh.
That's been about 24 years ago, I'm in a sound relationship now, and I don't think about it much. My libido has settled a bit, and I'm kind of relieved about that, tbh.
I'm not anti-Christian. I'm anti-stupid.
