Deconversion and some doubts

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But there is still this voice in the back of my head, and though I'm trying to do these things, they are accompanied by worries and guilt. I would like to be convinced that god doesn't exist and start living my only life, but I have this inner block. I'm in the constant battle with myself over this. Also I'm really confused and scared why I feel this way.

That supposedly moral voice, is just a projection of your own, a product of social and cultural conditioning.

The other day a man dropped his wallet, and I was tempted to keep it, but that pesky voice of admonishment telling me not to do it, because it’s wrong reared his head.

But I was able to snuff it out, by reminding myself that it’s just a projection, that there’s nothing right or wrong about anything, that I am master of my own life, not that stupid voice of moral authority. It’s just an illusion, a sound effect, no more authoritative than a fart.

So I took it, bought myself some nice things with the money, and have been happy since.

Go and do the same