I have entertained thoughts of suicide, on and off, for years.
Not in the last 9 yrs since my daughter was born, just the 10 or so years before that, so don't worry. :-)
Obviously, you want the least amount of pain.
Jump from a cliff, drown, burn, overdose...all too painful.
High speed car crash. But you don't want to hurt others.
It's more difficult to find a spot then you think.
I spent weeks looking for a good spot, all while going about my usual business.
But if I had had a gun, it would have been so easy.
I know where to shoot to make sure it's a final.
I could also pick a location where I'd know that loved ones wouldn't be the first to find me.
Just a side note, I wasn't trying to take the easy way out.
I had fucked up so many other people's lives through my mental sickness that I was going to do it for them.
Not in the last 9 yrs since my daughter was born, just the 10 or so years before that, so don't worry. :-)
Obviously, you want the least amount of pain.
Jump from a cliff, drown, burn, overdose...all too painful.
High speed car crash. But you don't want to hurt others.
It's more difficult to find a spot then you think.
I spent weeks looking for a good spot, all while going about my usual business.
But if I had had a gun, it would have been so easy.
I know where to shoot to make sure it's a final.
I could also pick a location where I'd know that loved ones wouldn't be the first to find me.
Just a side note, I wasn't trying to take the easy way out.
I had fucked up so many other people's lives through my mental sickness that I was going to do it for them.
