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what is the point?
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RE: what is the point?
(September 14, 2020 at 5:27 pm)brewer Wrote:
(September 14, 2020 at 3:40 pm)Drich Wrote: not cured still having white blood cell problems ass hole.. glad my on going condition can be trivialized in such a way as to not allow you to have to think or consider anything i have to say. maybe just ignore what i have to say without comment if you truly do not read or consider anything. that way i do not feel obligated to be courteous enough to acknowledge your efforts, despite you lack of shits to give to even keep my story straight..

And not AIDS, dick head. Making false claims (especially this one) makes you completely untrustworthy, and well, just unworthy.

in 1994 when you have a low t-cell count with a positive hiv test they tell you you have to take another test.. during that time they tell you to get your affairs in order.. So for 2 to 4 weeks your living as if you had aids.  because i had a skin virus that was eating me up lesions all over my neck and upper body which is attributed to people with final stages of aids. what you people don't seem to get is if your immune system is compromised by something besides the hiv virus, Everything an HIV aIDS patent is susceptible to can potentially effect the immunocompromised non hiv patient. Say i did had non hodgkin's lymphoma the prescribed treatment has to do with nuking your bone marrow which wipes out your immune system.. which is why they after treatment live in a plastic bubble till they get a transplant of bone marrow and it takes/produces your white cells again.. (which is also why there is like a 15% survival rate after 5 years) i had my marrow extracted and even though they dope you up, some people (me) can feel the extraction and it is painful. they can numb everything on the outside and give you something that makes you not care about anything, but you can still feel the pain...just don't care about it when they are not extracting. So again, the only difference between me then and an hiv aids person was i could not share the virus or infect anyone as this was a internal immune system problem.. now i live with the other extreme high t cells. which is why they thought cancer for 5 years. so like it or not me living then and upto 2019 when they explained all of this to me and cleared me of hiv and cancer, my experience and what they told me prior is all i had to go on or live with. so in the beginning I thought i had hiv aids because i showed positive on the first hiv test i ever took.. and lived that way for a month before i was cleared of hiv aids, but still had the skin leasions.. and this is what i thought till 2014 when they first suspected i had cancer. and 5 years of testing later (which also discovered an untreated burst appendix) i was cleared but still have issue with skin problems. (immune system attacking my skin) white side hating on the korean side i guess..

(September 14, 2020 at 6:13 pm)The Valkyrie Wrote: People are always free to challemge my opinions.  But when they do it in a way where they take on an attitude of superiority and speak down to me, where they expect me to change my opinion while their's is written in stone, they can piss off.

The Nazis were in no way atheist, just as the white supremacists and nazi wannabes in the US, who are often the ones stirring up the protests and riots (we have multiple clips) are Christians.  They may have combined teutonic myth and mysticism into their beliefs, but at the core was good, old fashioned, biblical hate.
that's not true we have had this discussion. i even posted an internal order that forbid nazi officers from attending church.. and as the primary rule is to love God.. combining other religions into military doctrine and state rule supersedes everything a christian must believe in having only one god. that amalgamation of religion is not christianity no matter how many other parts of the religion it borrows. once you start adding idols charms and ruins, the worship of the christian god stops. which is why they broke from the church and began positive christianity. (where they took what was positive to them... and ignored everything else) as far as the neo nazis being a hate group.. these riots should put the miss conception to rest. it's not 1985 any more. the neo nazis are all but gone. antifa and blm are the only organized domestic terrorist organization with any funding or bite any more. there are few if not any right wing groups that can cause the damage antifa/blm has. other wise why when they clash it's 20 to 1? not to mention antifa and blm are godless organizations. 


Quote:Most, not all, atheists accept evolution, yes, but that's a huge difference from practicing and encouraging eugenics.
haven't we had this discussion as well? where i solve the evolution creation paradox?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZ_oSjTIPRk&t=35s

Quote:I'm sure there are pages of responses I could write but, frankly, I can't be bothered.

And there isn't a continual circle jerk here.  Sometimes my hand gets tired.

Hehe

(September 14, 2020 at 6:39 pm)arewethereyet Wrote:
(September 14, 2020 at 4:02 pm)Drich Wrote: what are you talking about sport? my journey started in 1994ish and has progressed to 2020... what was determined in 1994 was slowly over turned in 5 years of extensive cancer/biopsy/bone marrow and dna and very extensive blood work. but you dishonest people will not hear any of it. you have dishonestly created a narrative and have to lie to each other to discredit me my life experience and life's work. 

my only sin here was being too tired from the constant blood letting and the emotional ups and downs to keep you people informed while it all happened as it was happening. after about a week of treatment i gave up the arguments and fighting, as the relentless personal attacks and ill wishing to my health while i was struggling with what i was told was a 98% certainty i had non hodgkin's lymphoma or prostrate possible bladder cancer was just too much. while i took on the normal bible topics sharing as it was happening proved too difficult,  and now on the other side i appear well which cant be resolved in a ten min discussion, may seem to you disingenuous or impossible, but it is not if you lived the details... one week after my father died i took my last sonogram for tumors and i was cleared.. said i was one of the 2% who had 'normal' t cell fluctuation. 

If it makes you feel any better i am pot marked up with scars and lesions as i am still having skin problems, similar to the ones that brought me to the doctor to begin with and their initial assessment was to order the hiv test as then my t cell count was low. now i have/had sever plaque psoriasis on my legs and infantigo on my face. I take a two, 5000.00 celebrex injections a month to try and keep it all under control.

Let's try a timeline that makes some sense.

Your journey started in 1994 and after a week you were too exhausted to argue with people here.  You registered here in 2012.

So, you were tired of arguing with people who weren't sympathetic enough to you roughly 18 years before you registered?  If I allow the five years of medical testing that would be 1999...still 13 years before you registered here.

Please enlighten us.  Were you in some sort of time warp?  Out hanging out with angels in parking lots again?

no stupid.. i started in 1994.. i started here in 2012 on day one shared my 1994 experience. and argued it for some time. with no issues. it came up minimally from 12 to 14 when it did i rehashed the same.. till someone told me about people like me who had seeming spontaneously 'healed.' which reminded me of the doctor asking if he could document and write a paper or something to that effect on my situation. and i was googling and saw that people as early as 94 presented with and the condition went away.. which is when i started noticing that same type of lesion on my legs,, but these would burst out into a quarter size wound that would crust over in white scale and never go away got them on my elbows as well. after a while went to the doctor he did a full blood test, then sent me to a urologist/hematologist.. that was in 2014.. i told him of the fluctuation in white blood cell count/semi aids diagnosis, and he did his own blood work then he busted in my room telling me i has months to live as there was a 98% chance i had cancer, and he started ordering all kinds of tests. i think i shared that up front, and someone brought up the aids thing jokingly predicting god would heal me of it like the aids thing, and then all hell broke loose. That was when i stopped defending myself. up till then i held my own and most of you understood the situation. but one or two of your more compassionate members here were pretty relentless and broke my will to defend what i was experiencing. then a year ago easter my dad died. and a week after that i was cleared.  again really not up for you vultures to 20 on one attack my life as one of you in particular for whatever reason got it in your evil mind my father was something they could use to taunt me with.. when in fact i worked with him as an agnostic/desist till the last year of his life and found god and a church to go to. I can't complain if i share something openly an a monster tries to use it as a tool to hurt me with it. but at the same time i do not have to play the game. which to most of you is the same as admitting a lie or wrong doing.. because it is 20 to 1 here my options are limited. sometime i have to give up an inch here to make it up some where else.
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what is the point? - by Drich - September 14, 2020 at 3:01 pm
RE: what is the point? - by BrianSoddingBoru4 - September 14, 2020 at 3:11 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 14, 2020 at 3:25 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Gwaithmir - September 14, 2020 at 8:37 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Valkyrie - September 14, 2020 at 8:40 pm
RE: what is the point? - by DeistPaladin - September 14, 2020 at 11:35 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Mister Agenda - September 15, 2020 at 9:05 am
RE: what is the point? - by downbeatplumb - September 18, 2020 at 11:34 am
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 18, 2020 at 1:11 pm
RE: what is the point? - by DeistPaladin - September 18, 2020 at 3:00 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 18, 2020 at 10:26 pm
RE: what is the point? - by onlinebiker - September 18, 2020 at 11:19 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Valkyrie - September 18, 2020 at 11:34 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Gwaithmir - September 19, 2020 at 9:23 am
RE: what is the point? - by Gwaithmir - September 18, 2020 at 6:25 pm
RE: what is the point? - by onlinebiker - September 18, 2020 at 7:04 pm
RE: what is the point? - by downbeatplumb - September 19, 2020 at 11:04 am
RE: what is the point? - by Duty - September 14, 2020 at 3:19 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 14, 2020 at 3:31 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Duty - September 14, 2020 at 4:06 pm
RE: what is the point? - by brewer - September 14, 2020 at 3:25 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 14, 2020 at 3:40 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Anomalocaris - September 14, 2020 at 3:52 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 15, 2020 at 10:46 am
RE: what is the point? - by brewer - September 14, 2020 at 5:27 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 15, 2020 at 11:25 am
RE: what is the point? - by Fake Messiah - September 15, 2020 at 11:58 am
RE: what is the point? - by brewer - September 15, 2020 at 1:07 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Fake Messiah - September 15, 2020 at 1:16 pm
RE: what is the point? - by arewethereyet - September 15, 2020 at 3:07 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Nay_Sayer - September 14, 2020 at 3:34 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Grand Nudger - September 14, 2020 at 3:42 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 14, 2020 at 4:02 pm
RE: what is the point? - by arewethereyet - September 14, 2020 at 6:39 pm
RE: what is the point? - by arewethereyet - September 14, 2020 at 3:47 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Ranjr - September 14, 2020 at 3:58 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 15, 2020 at 10:35 am
RE: what is the point? - by BrianSoddingBoru4 - September 15, 2020 at 10:36 am
RE: what is the point? - by The Grand Nudger - September 14, 2020 at 4:06 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Duty - September 14, 2020 at 4:07 pm
RE: what is the point? - by onlinebiker - September 14, 2020 at 4:45 pm
RE: what is the point? - by no one - September 14, 2020 at 5:57 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Valkyrie - September 14, 2020 at 6:13 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Architect Of Fate - September 14, 2020 at 7:03 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 15, 2020 at 12:03 pm
RE: what is the point? - by BrianSoddingBoru4 - September 14, 2020 at 7:08 pm
RE: what is the point? - by arewethereyet - September 14, 2020 at 7:13 pm
RE: what is the point? - by BrianSoddingBoru4 - September 14, 2020 at 7:17 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 15, 2020 at 12:17 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Grand Nudger - September 14, 2020 at 8:11 pm
RE: what is the point? - by BrianSoddingBoru4 - September 14, 2020 at 8:51 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Architect Of Fate - September 14, 2020 at 9:09 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Silver - September 14, 2020 at 9:17 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 15, 2020 at 1:30 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Architect Of Fate - September 14, 2020 at 9:35 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Fireball - September 14, 2020 at 9:53 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Architect Of Fate - September 14, 2020 at 10:15 pm
RE: what is the point? - by arewethereyet - September 14, 2020 at 10:24 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Fireball - September 14, 2020 at 11:07 pm
RE: what is the point? - by arewethereyet - September 14, 2020 at 11:15 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 15, 2020 at 1:52 pm
RE: what is the point? - by DeistPaladin - September 15, 2020 at 2:57 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Silver - September 14, 2020 at 11:15 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 15, 2020 at 1:48 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Silver - September 15, 2020 at 9:09 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Grand Nudger - September 14, 2020 at 10:22 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Architect Of Fate - September 14, 2020 at 10:24 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Jackalope - September 14, 2020 at 11:18 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Architect Of Fate - September 14, 2020 at 11:41 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Grand Nudger - September 15, 2020 at 5:34 am
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 15, 2020 at 4:46 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Mister Agenda - September 16, 2020 at 8:56 am
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 16, 2020 at 1:21 pm
RE: what is the point? - by BrianSoddingBoru4 - September 15, 2020 at 5:58 am
RE: what is the point? - by Duty - September 15, 2020 at 6:08 am
RE: what is the point? - by The Grand Nudger - September 15, 2020 at 11:20 am
RE: what is the point? - by purplepurpose - September 15, 2020 at 11:58 am
RE: what is the point? - by tackattack - September 15, 2020 at 12:16 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 15, 2020 at 5:18 pm
RE: what is the point? - by tackattack - September 15, 2020 at 5:50 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Valkyrie - September 15, 2020 at 6:53 pm
RE: what is the point? - by arewethereyet - September 15, 2020 at 6:18 pm
RE: what is the point? - by BrianSoddingBoru4 - September 15, 2020 at 1:04 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Grand Nudger - September 15, 2020 at 1:40 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Sal - September 15, 2020 at 1:48 pm
RE: what is the point? - by arewethereyet - September 15, 2020 at 2:31 pm
RE: what is the point? - by BrianSoddingBoru4 - September 15, 2020 at 2:35 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Architect Of Fate - September 15, 2020 at 3:23 pm
RE: what is the point? - by no one - September 15, 2020 at 5:05 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Ranjr - September 15, 2020 at 6:30 pm
RE: what is the point? - by BrianSoddingBoru4 - September 15, 2020 at 6:34 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 16, 2020 at 2:39 pm
RE: what is the point? - by LadyForCamus - September 15, 2020 at 6:56 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Anomalocaris - September 15, 2020 at 9:26 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Fireball - September 15, 2020 at 9:39 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Anomalocaris - September 15, 2020 at 10:43 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Gwaithmir - September 15, 2020 at 7:28 pm
RE: what is the point? - by BrianSoddingBoru4 - September 15, 2020 at 8:51 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Architect Of Fate - September 15, 2020 at 9:02 pm
RE: what is the point? - by tackattack - September 15, 2020 at 10:16 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Fireball - September 15, 2020 at 10:40 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Valkyrie - September 15, 2020 at 10:42 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Angrboda - September 15, 2020 at 11:25 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Ranjr - September 16, 2020 at 2:16 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Ranjr - September 16, 2020 at 2:56 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 16, 2020 at 3:16 pm
RE: what is the point? - by arewethereyet - September 16, 2020 at 3:37 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 16, 2020 at 3:47 pm
RE: what is the point? - by arewethereyet - September 16, 2020 at 4:04 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Grand Nudger - September 16, 2020 at 6:20 pm
RE: what is the point? - by no one - September 16, 2020 at 6:39 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 17, 2020 at 12:16 pm
RE: what is the point? - by brewer - September 17, 2020 at 5:56 pm
RE: what is the point? - by no one - September 17, 2020 at 12:46 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 17, 2020 at 1:24 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Grand Nudger - September 17, 2020 at 2:06 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Drich - September 17, 2020 at 2:20 pm
RE: what is the point? - by arewethereyet - September 17, 2020 at 6:09 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Grand Nudger - September 17, 2020 at 5:09 pm
RE: what is the point? - by Ranjr - September 17, 2020 at 11:21 pm
RE: what is the point? - by no one - September 17, 2020 at 11:40 pm
RE: what is the point? - by The Grand Nudger - September 19, 2020 at 6:47 am
RE: what is the point? - by BrianSoddingBoru4 - September 19, 2020 at 6:55 am
RE: what is the point? - by Sal - September 19, 2020 at 7:09 am

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