RE: What did you learn to do because of the pandemic?
June 15, 2021 at 7:22 pm
(This post was last modified: June 15, 2021 at 7:26 pm by SlowCalculations.)
I've always been isolated so the world mostly remained the same. Before this, I wasn’t a motivated person and I’ve always felt like a failure and I was because I wasn’t trying anymore.
I don't know why and I'm not exactly sure what triggered it but whatever it was it was definitely because of the pandemic. I started being way more motivated and less likely to allow myself to become a failure. I think even though I was okay throughout the pandemic and my family was okay something about life being short and the possibility of dying went from already being strong to being extremely strong and very self-aware.
it might have been that?, I've not done anything significant yet but I'm starting to try and I haven't tried for a very long time. That is important to me because I am finally getting somewhere. I'm allowing myself to keep going before that I would have lost all motivation at one single insult or degrading comment. Now, not only am I continuing to feel motivated but I'm not allowing insults to distract me from getting what I want to get done and stopping me from progressing in my life.
I don't know why and I'm not exactly sure what triggered it but whatever it was it was definitely because of the pandemic. I started being way more motivated and less likely to allow myself to become a failure. I think even though I was okay throughout the pandemic and my family was okay something about life being short and the possibility of dying went from already being strong to being extremely strong and very self-aware.
it might have been that?, I've not done anything significant yet but I'm starting to try and I haven't tried for a very long time. That is important to me because I am finally getting somewhere. I'm allowing myself to keep going before that I would have lost all motivation at one single insult or degrading comment. Now, not only am I continuing to feel motivated but I'm not allowing insults to distract me from getting what I want to get done and stopping me from progressing in my life.