Dealing with the isolation of Covid, the isolation in a town where you're the minority belief, not being able to control your projection and emotional responses, all are great reasons to seek help. Knowing you're part of this group of internet strangers that share your opinions and the friendships you might have built here, can help relieve some of that pressure and reassure you to give yourself some breathing room, but it's no substitute for working out the whys, whats and more importantly hows to improve yourself. My IM box is always open if you need to vent at a religious person for what happened to you instead of someone you love. In the interim there should be a lot of potentially really low cost solutions to getting therapy, you just need one that's right for you. Good luck and chin up.
"There ought to be a term that would designate those who actually follow the teachings of Jesus, since the word 'Christian' has been largely divorced from those teachings, and so polluted by fundamentalists that it has come to connote their polar opposite: intolerance, vindictive hatred, and bigotry." -- Philip Stater, Huffington Post
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