How I lost my faith in Christianity at 4

[highdimensionman]

So I have to ask what was the deciding factor?  What was it about today that you decided "Alright now is the perfect time to unveil my brilliantly disguised trolling and get banned"?

Is it just nervous excitement as the school year is ending?

1. Trolling is not allowed. Troll behavior includes, but is not limited to repeatedly:
   
   • Making provocative posts.
     
   • Making posts that are unrelated / irrelevant to the thread or conversation subject.
     
   • Disrupting normal discussion.
     
   • Provoking specific members by referring to them negatively on your profile/signature.
     

So whats the hidden trolling rule I've broken. tell me and i'll adapt my behaviour politely. There's no need to point the finger at me and boot me off. you'll find I'm a reasonable human being.

I thought of a better way to point out how I lost my faith with my dad. My dad right he can put ten tons of effort in on a project but he finds it so hard to learn new material and he really tries. Me I can learn quite quick at full pace, When I was a teenager I could do quite a lot of tasks at the same time well. However I cannot for the life of me and could not for the life of me get enough effort past small code projects and very small websites. I have the executive functioning of a reasonably well functioning five year old but yes I know to avoid trouble and work on my manors. I told the voices affecting my head I will get them I saw bs and I was angry and I do keep a clock on reality.it's easier to disrupt a mind than to read a mind a lot easier. If that's schizophrenia then I am all the way to the bank working in only forward any which way or how. Anyway me and my dad are like polar opposites of mind. So you can imagine how hard he found it and how I found it. That sort of situation in the earlish 80's and my 3 other siblings going to church what an ordinary life can achieve.