Welcome to the forums from South Carolina! I am so sorry about your sudden heart failure. I am also 35 years old and I can't imagine all of a sudden finding out that I may die soon. That's such a terrible burden to carry around. I'm sorry you feel so alone!
Just focus on your 3 month old as that is such an awesome age! They change so fast!!!
This is a great group of people so feel free to jump in!

This is a great group of people so feel free to jump in!