I have allot of things going on at home and ontop of that I have to deal with junkies who roam our street. They either hang out at the bar at the entrance of the road or by the smack dealer accross the road from our house. One of them hates me simply for just ignoring them. That same junkie back in 2019 tried to rob me. Days after he went around telling people that I'm crazy. One of my other neighbour ( the one that is directly next door to the smack house) has two dogs that I use to help them take care off. 3 - 4 Weeks ago that same junkie passed by while I was feeding the dogs. Told me that he was gonna "take" (kidnapp) me. When I told my mom, she confronted him and he lied and said that he told me to watch out for the dogs. That when I lost it and unloaded on him verbally. The bitch was unphazed, went to the empty land that is directly next door to my home and tried to throw larger than fist sized rocks at us while arguing with us. Called and told the police, they basically said there was nothing they could do legally. He then went around telling people that I'm crazy and that he told me to watch out for the dogs or they'll bite me.
Two weeks after that a family member beat me up I had bandges and the junkie trying the edge me on saying "The dog bite yuh" I just ignored him. Today I went to pat the dogs (they're very friendly to me cuz I use to take care of them) and one of friends of the junkie who is also a junkie tried to edge me on saying "You does interfere with those dogs, You does interfere with those dogs, You Fuck them, You Fucking them". I simply pretended like I never heard anything.
I honestly wish I was never born. It's bad enough that I was born a short man, it worse that I'm not physically strong. I hate how society automatically sees men as strong and abusers when I'm proof that is not the case. I'm tired of being harrased I just want to be left alone. And as much as I hate the American Police I wish some of the Texan Captain America ones were here. I have anxiety disorder and am stressing allot about what went down at home with the family memeber who abuse me and the case in reguards to it, I do not need the added stress brought on by a bunch of junkies with fragile egos.
Ontop of that, no one wants to hire me for a job, no one. Not even groceries stores, I've been jobless since 2020. I just want to make money to move out of my mom's home, but that seems to not happen. I wish I could move to New Zealand, I am a Graphic Artist and will get a job there easy. Skateboading and metal is also big there and it's ok to be gay there, but I'm just to scared and broke to just migrate to another country. If I had family there I would go.
Two weeks after that a family member beat me up I had bandges and the junkie trying the edge me on saying "The dog bite yuh" I just ignored him. Today I went to pat the dogs (they're very friendly to me cuz I use to take care of them) and one of friends of the junkie who is also a junkie tried to edge me on saying "You does interfere with those dogs, You does interfere with those dogs, You Fuck them, You Fucking them". I simply pretended like I never heard anything.
I honestly wish I was never born. It's bad enough that I was born a short man, it worse that I'm not physically strong. I hate how society automatically sees men as strong and abusers when I'm proof that is not the case. I'm tired of being harrased I just want to be left alone. And as much as I hate the American Police I wish some of the Texan Captain America ones were here. I have anxiety disorder and am stressing allot about what went down at home with the family memeber who abuse me and the case in reguards to it, I do not need the added stress brought on by a bunch of junkies with fragile egos.
Ontop of that, no one wants to hire me for a job, no one. Not even groceries stores, I've been jobless since 2020. I just want to make money to move out of my mom's home, but that seems to not happen. I wish I could move to New Zealand, I am a Graphic Artist and will get a job there easy. Skateboading and metal is also big there and it's ok to be gay there, but I'm just to scared and broke to just migrate to another country. If I had family there I would go.
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