@Nay_Sayer Thanks for the reply. And yeah I know taking it on will only give them power. I use to be good at ignoring people when I was in my 20s. I guess after being bullied in school and being abused home for years I just had enough. When I was a teenager I would talk about it, but then I stopped becuase talking really didn't solve anything and people really don't care to hear or help you. You have a good friend, I do see the little good that I have, my mom, my dogs, a place to eat and sleep but sometimes it's not enough.
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