Every person is religious

[Ahriman]

Obviously not. It's the only way to live a decent, disciplined life. If being gullible is the only way to achieve that, so be it.

You should be blaming whoever raised you

They made you into a needy savior complex and you can’t deal with reality that you savior doesn’t exist

Wouldn't do any good. My parents did the best they could with what they knew. They didn't know much, and they could've done a much better job of raising me had they known more, but they didn't, so it's pointless to dwell on that.