Every person is religious

[Ahriman]

But you don't actually believe that.

Will you PLEASE STOP telling me what I believe!
When you die the brain stop working.. no thoughts, nothing. Asking where you go after you die, is like asking where the music goes after the band stops playing... it only exists in the memories of those who heard it.

You're still clinging to some kind of post-life existence. You wish to survive in the memories of.....whoever, doesn't matter. You wish to survive as a memory? Who cares.