In your opinion what causes christians to believe in Jesus

[John 6IX Breezy]

No -- his own avatar expressed doubts about his own mission, according to your own holy book. How is it that this one segment of a triune god doesn't understand his place in affairs? And why might his doubts be fair but human doubts be cause for punishment?

I don't agree to disagree. I really want an answer to this conundrum, in plain English, or if you have none, to simply admit that, again in plain English. This is not my dilemma. Explicate this.

I don't see doubt as something punishable in Scripture. Certain contexts probably give it different meanings, sometimes good sometimes bad. But doubt is a normal part of human existence. What you do with doubt, and your motives for it, are more significant.