Hello!

[Nay_Sayer]

Thank you all. I will try not to take things personally, I will try to exercise more patience. It is difficult. Backwards impulses were violently programmed into me. I am unsure where I will be in 30 days, I have to move away from here. I made the mistake of trusting christians again. My landlady invited me to express myself, said I would not be a bother. I expressed myself honestly, including as much context about my abuse as I could, but now I am told my lease will not be renewed. Her husband threatened to hit me and evict me, though I did not actually do anything more than text somebody who told me it was okay to text them.

My life has never been worth living. I do not know where I am going next. I am worried I will not survive this year.

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Call or text.  It was an invaluable help when I was in a very bad place not that long ago.