Conscious thought, experience, and the inevitable.

[Nine]

Now I just worry about the act of dying and not the actual state of death. The nothingness will be my comfort.

One thing that helped me rationalize my fear of death was to admit that it is an inevitability and to simply prepare myself mentally for it.

I'm similar I wouldn't want a painful death. But in the end seems I won't much care once I've popped my clogs and its going to happen sooner or later it doesn't bother me. I just get on with what I'm doing and hope that I can enjoy as much of my existence as I get a chance to.