Oh right, fair enough - I didn't realise that "I know for sure that there is an eternal existence" was just to pacify your parents.
Good luck with your letter though, it does sound a difficult position to be in.
Good luck with your letter though, it does sound a difficult position to be in.
You are currently experiencing a lucky and very brief window of awareness, sandwiched in between two periods of timeless and utter nothingness. So why not make the most of it, and stop wasting your life away trying to convince other people that there is something else? The reality is obvious.