It took me time to admit I was an atheist, took allot of pain also. I simply decided one day that I can pray and pray and do good with my life but still get fucked over then he must not exist. How can you love a god that does not love you back? I have never once felt the presence nor love of god. Even if god were to show up on my door step and showed me all kinds of rediculous powers. I would say I still do not believe in you, not in the fact you are not real (because he just became tangible). I would say I don't believe in you as an individual. I do not believe you have the best intentions for me or my people therefore you are unworthy of worship as a god. And I would refuse to be his servant for eternity I would rather not exist.
That's not taking into account all of human kinds accumulated knowledge and understanding of the world, universe.
That's not taking into account all of human kinds accumulated knowledge and understanding of the world, universe.
Live every day as if already dead, that way you're not disappointed when you are. 
