RE: WTF Atheists!?
November 2, 2012 at 5:36 pm
(This post was last modified: November 2, 2012 at 5:37 pm by Fryslân.)
Right. I'm not shure what to say. Did not think to hear/read any of the following things you've written. You seem to cope with it quite well though. At least this is what I see of you only on this forum.
Bondage and SM is not really something I'm into. I like to lose controle in other ways. Just so you know, i'm not juding or anything. People deal with things differently.
Time for cliché - I've also not had a verry glamerous childhood. I've been diagnosed with PTSS. I sometimes can't sleep for 2 days straight max of 3 days. This tears my fysical well being and emetional well being into nothing.
It also causes extreme violent and active behaviour in my sleep. So even when I sleep, I don't really rest. Sometimes after days like these, I get frustrated with a lot of things. Like this topic. Normally I can controle and accept things better when I sleep.
What I do for stress relief is someting I don't advise anyone. Mix my MDMA with shrooms and chill the fuck out. I do believe in reaching parts of your brain you can't acces when you're awake or not under influence. If some of the juveniles I work this were to read this, I would be fired. Thank fuck half of them can't read English. Anyway, suxually i'm not into pain or what ever. I naturaly do not want to be reminded of anything that has happend. Sex is my "happy zone". 100% free of any worries. Pain for me usually means something is wrong. Athough bondage is something I am looking onto.
Bondage and SM is not really something I'm into. I like to lose controle in other ways. Just so you know, i'm not juding or anything. People deal with things differently.
Time for cliché - I've also not had a verry glamerous childhood. I've been diagnosed with PTSS. I sometimes can't sleep for 2 days straight max of 3 days. This tears my fysical well being and emetional well being into nothing.
It also causes extreme violent and active behaviour in my sleep. So even when I sleep, I don't really rest. Sometimes after days like these, I get frustrated with a lot of things. Like this topic. Normally I can controle and accept things better when I sleep.
What I do for stress relief is someting I don't advise anyone. Mix my MDMA with shrooms and chill the fuck out. I do believe in reaching parts of your brain you can't acces when you're awake or not under influence. If some of the juveniles I work this were to read this, I would be fired. Thank fuck half of them can't read English. Anyway, suxually i'm not into pain or what ever. I naturaly do not want to be reminded of anything that has happend. Sex is my "happy zone". 100% free of any worries. Pain for me usually means something is wrong. Athough bondage is something I am looking onto.
