Everything is amazing yet everything is shit. Again, I'm drunk, and again I return to this particular thread...
I dunno...maybe intoxication brings down my inhibitions. As others claim it does. And my greatest inhibition is to be disliked. I strive so hard to make others like me. I keep straddling this incompatible line between appeasing others, and living for myself. But...I ask, are the two really mutually exclusive? Is there really no true way to live yourself while appeasing others? And can you prove it as such? If the chance is one in a billion where I can live for myself yet appease and appeal to others, should I still not take that chance? What do I lose, right?
LastPoet: Yeah you pretty much nailed it. I just get more introspective when intoxicated, so...again, the inhibitions...
InsanityX: I love ya too. ;D
Rhizomorph: It's opposite day so your rated me up.
I'm drunk but I'm so drunk as to not notice a backhanded compliment that is that obviously backhanded. ;D That's ok. You're cool enough that I don't get all butthurt over it. And you are right. I CAN jack it. Nature was kind enough to allow me that, at least. I dunno if it really makes up for basically being born with an inevitable ever-looking death sentence over my head that I MUST be aware of 24/7, but...well, that's the human experience, I suppose...learning to live with the inevitable. Though this invites slippery slopes in so much that I not comfortable with allowing slipping upon. Inevitability of not making a difference, inevitability of not meaning anything, inevitability of the universe, inevitability of the point of existence...always the self. The self the self the self, always the self comes to bear in ration. Always the selfless comes to bear in biology [which itself is what bore out rationality]. Always both that comes to bear in philosophical musings. Jesus fucking Gianna Michael's titties CHRIST, this shit! You think too much on it you'll lose your fucking mind! Live for the moment, try not to care too much, apathy is thy savior, I guess, eh?
Vera: You need to get drunk tonight but unfortunately this has been up for three days so...yeah, bit delayed, this response.
Faith No More: Dude...fucked if I know. lmfao
I dunno...maybe intoxication brings down my inhibitions. As others claim it does. And my greatest inhibition is to be disliked. I strive so hard to make others like me. I keep straddling this incompatible line between appeasing others, and living for myself. But...I ask, are the two really mutually exclusive? Is there really no true way to live yourself while appeasing others? And can you prove it as such? If the chance is one in a billion where I can live for myself yet appease and appeal to others, should I still not take that chance? What do I lose, right?
LastPoet: Yeah you pretty much nailed it. I just get more introspective when intoxicated, so...again, the inhibitions...
InsanityX: I love ya too. ;D
Rhizomorph: It's opposite day so your rated me up.
I'm drunk but I'm so drunk as to not notice a backhanded compliment that is that obviously backhanded. ;D That's ok. You're cool enough that I don't get all butthurt over it. And you are right. I CAN jack it. Nature was kind enough to allow me that, at least. I dunno if it really makes up for basically being born with an inevitable ever-looking death sentence over my head that I MUST be aware of 24/7, but...well, that's the human experience, I suppose...learning to live with the inevitable. Though this invites slippery slopes in so much that I not comfortable with allowing slipping upon. Inevitability of not making a difference, inevitability of not meaning anything, inevitability of the universe, inevitability of the point of existence...always the self. The self the self the self, always the self comes to bear in ration. Always the selfless comes to bear in biology [which itself is what bore out rationality]. Always both that comes to bear in philosophical musings. Jesus fucking Gianna Michael's titties CHRIST, this shit! You think too much on it you'll lose your fucking mind! Live for the moment, try not to care too much, apathy is thy savior, I guess, eh?Vera: You need to get drunk tonight but unfortunately this has been up for three days so...yeah, bit delayed, this response.
Faith No More: Dude...fucked if I know. lmfao
