Hi guys. I just want to pick your collective brains about a subject most on my mind at the moment, although I've a feeling I already know what the consensus is going to be before I start. Some of you may have noticed that I haven't been online for several days. Well, that's because I'm having something of an emotional crisis at the moment. I won't bore you with all the unpleasant details, but suffice it to say I am seriously in need of some female companionship to the point where I can't even sleep properly because of it. That plus conflicting and confusing signals I've been getting, or thought I had, from a certain someone in my life. I've even been told by some of my friends that I'm just too nice, that I latch onto people too readily and thus get hurt all too easily. I'm never going to enter into another relationship; not only have I already had my time with my soulmate, the true love of my life, if I was to try it again with someone else I know I'd constantly be comparing it with, and lamenting, what I've had taken from me. And that just wouldn't be fair on the other person, let alone me.
Anyway, working on the principle that bad boys have all the fun and get the girls, "therefore since I cannot prove a lover" should I be "determined to prove a villain"? That is, should I re-invent myself as a kind of drinkin', cussin', bad-ass wideboy type, of the kind that always seem to come out on top, or am I somehow missing some virtue in simply being me? Or maybe there's some alternative options I'm not seeing?
Anyway, working on the principle that bad boys have all the fun and get the girls, "therefore since I cannot prove a lover" should I be "determined to prove a villain"? That is, should I re-invent myself as a kind of drinkin', cussin', bad-ass wideboy type, of the kind that always seem to come out on top, or am I somehow missing some virtue in simply being me? Or maybe there's some alternative options I'm not seeing?
At the age of five, Skagra decided emphatically that God did not exist. This revelation tends to make most people in the universe who have it react in one of two ways - with relief or with despair. Only Skagra responded to it by thinking, 'Wait a second. That means there's a situation vacant.'
