Describe your day.

[naimless]

Entered it in a dark room listening to trance music. I concentrated my eyes backwards, inverting them into my brain. So many distant stars and a black hole in the middle. I paid attention to the lights, there was one that I followed from the top of the bridge of my nose down to my cheeks. When I concentrated upwards it went to the Hindu spot position.

I felt at peace but my battery went on my phone and I couldn't sleep. I switched on my lamp and laptop around 2am. Found another Irish instrumental band.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ad4T-j_bOVc

I knew I had interpreted it right by the top comment.

In a world consumed by blood and hatred, I try to pull away from the creeping darkness by holding onto the slightest of lights... I gaze up into the sky, into space... the infinite void that surrounds my ever so meaningless existence... and my heart and soul long for the veracity of this all mighty, forever watchful entity, to look after me... the bane of my insanity...

I mean, fuck me, that beats anything I read in church or school... made me think about the WordPress blogs I used to stumble upon too. Way back before the Internet was big and blogging wasn't ego-centric. You'd find anonymous pieces like that with no comments, no likes and they were things of beauty.

So the sun started rising and I had a shower and made a cooked breakfast. I ate whilst watching a documentary on The Pirate Bay.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eTOKXCEwo_8

It made me sad to realise the same things again regarding the corrupt systems I was awakened to at 12 and have spent so many years considering. It's fucked up how the youth are punished by men who want to watch the world burn.

I am reminded of the degree I am half-heartedly studying and the cognitive dissonance to attend the rest of my final year. This isn't anything new and Tony Soprano tells me so but I wonder how I become a man.

If I stick to my convictions I am surely dead or imprisoned.