RE: Greetings from newtown, CT
July 26, 2013 at 11:21 pm
(This post was last modified: July 26, 2013 at 11:27 pm by Nightfoot92.)
I do not know if I would have ever moved on from Christianity. Trying to decipher the future and what could have or would have been is a matter that is best stayed out of. All that I can say for sure is that someone's death made me truly question my beliefs. I much rather would have liked to remain a blind and ignorant Christian and still have someone I know around. But once the truth is known, you cannot go back. I hold truth above all else. And that means that I would rather believe this horrid truth of atheism; of my finite existence, rather than that of a comforting lie; that I can exist forever. I guess to this day that I have t really coped with it, because it sti doesn't feel like it happened, even though it did. Ironic that after so many months I still cannot truly cope with a friend being gone forever, such is the imperfection of the human brain.
What is with these double posts? It's happened twice already and I've only been here for today :/
What is with these double posts? It's happened twice already and I've only been here for today :/