How did you lose your faith?

[Simsim]

I was faithful and I had a theoretical argument for most criticisms posed to religion. I was interested in science especially physics and I used to think scientifically so religion for me needed great efforts to be preserved in my mind. And I was life-loving but devoted religiosity prevented me from enjoying my life as I wish. Many chains and prisons I found myself live with in addition to the default hardness of life. This was beyond endurance. I suffered a lot when I found Allah the greatest burden on my conscience, so I just tried to dismiss him for a short time to have some break. Atheism was just an experiment. But gradually I found myself as someone woke up. Faith was an illusion.

I don't say that atheism is better than faith at all cases. Maybe some people need faith in their lives and it is of course their right, but for me I found it was better to reconcile with reality and with yourself. A good feeling which much people suffer because it isn't there !