Welcome, and may I add my jealousy for not being raised without religion and having to waste so many hours sitting in a church pew.
Don't let the Christers guilt you into thinking you're wrong about being an atheist when you haven't studied Christianity. Just like with all other man-made gods, they are the ones who have a burden of proof to show that their religion is true. It's not hypocritical to say "I don't believe in your god" when no theist of any stripe has ever shown any evidence whatsoever that their god exists.
Don't let the Christers guilt you into thinking you're wrong about being an atheist when you haven't studied Christianity. Just like with all other man-made gods, they are the ones who have a burden of proof to show that their religion is true. It's not hypocritical to say "I don't believe in your god" when no theist of any stripe has ever shown any evidence whatsoever that their god exists.
Christian apologetics is the art of rolling a dog turd in sugar and selling it as a donut.