Well done on opening up, ftw.
I do not have much else (as seen in an older thread) to say about my past, aside from what it leaves me with today. A void where my motivation, my drive, used to be. I am still interested in various topics, but I feel nothing for them. It is hard to explain to people with emotion than by rationality. I still have feelings, but I am so detached from myself. An out of body life, really. The symptom only improves when I lie to myself and say that my goals have any motives, or intrinsic value.
I do not have much else (as seen in an older thread) to say about my past, aside from what it leaves me with today. A void where my motivation, my drive, used to be. I am still interested in various topics, but I feel nothing for them. It is hard to explain to people with emotion than by rationality. I still have feelings, but I am so detached from myself. An out of body life, really. The symptom only improves when I lie to myself and say that my goals have any motives, or intrinsic value.
