The Cause of All Our Problems

[My imaginary friend is GOD]

I have been in therapy since I was about three years old. The original purpose was for me to learn to communicate with my mother what was going on, since all she knew was that I would come home from my visit with my biological father very angry and violent. I did not tell anyone what was really going on until my biological father was already dead. I was afraid he would find out and retaliate against me. I have worked on PTSD, but it's difficult work and I go backwards to a more scared and angry place when I bring up those old memories, and it's not conducive to completing my degree. When I get out of school, I plan to finally take on that battle and see it through to its conclusion.