Dear God, Eve what have you done?

[Drich]

Because no matter what makes sense to me whether it makes sense to you or not, you will dismiss it.

Methinks you have no idea the moral fortitude of Esquilax, and to assume he'd dismiss actual evidence for god is folly. It's easy to identify the reasoning behind this; you simply wish it to be true, because that would then make alllllll the atheists allllll over the world-- merely in denial, rather than waiting for actual evidence/reasoning/proof for believing in something, a step you yourself seem to have skipped.

this could be true if I hadn't spent a year maybe even a year and a half talking with esq. There has been more than one topic Esq has walked away from without a formal concession or any other type of resolution.

I will grant Esq will go beyond the typical atheist retoric, but in the end when faced with something he does not like he simply moves to dismiss via personal attack rather than addressing the topic itself, just like everyone else.