(January 29, 2014 at 12:07 am)Stimbo Wrote: I truly have.
Mine is a world in which everyone else gets the girl, no matter how hard I try. It's the Red Queen's race: "Now, here, you see, it takes all the running you can do, to keep in the same place. If you want to get somewhere else, you must run at least twice as fast as that!"
So I give myself the exact same ultimatum I did back in 2001. I have until the end of February to at least get one kiss, one cuddle from a girl who doesn't turn her head away so as not to endure my presence. One moment when I don't feel like I'm disconnected from the human race. Anything more intimate is a bonus, of course, not to mention cloud fucking cuckoo land.
After that, I resign. From this forum, from life itself, for realsies.
Last time, I got nine years of sheer total bliss. What will I get this time, I wonder?
Their loss. You're one of my favorite people here. I am shocked that you haven't reconnected with someone. I know you still carry the torch big time and that might be getting in the way. If you're going to give yourself this sort of ultimatum then you'd better go all out to make it happen. We're counting on you - go get HER!