Hey Stimobni, I know I'm just a guy but you get much love from me. It's good to vent from time-to-time and if letting off some steam in the forum has helped (and even generated some useful commentary for you) then it's been worth it.
I have only one thing to add to Ivy's & Kichi's advice: don't hunt for a partner, just do things you love to do, do them in a variety of places and meet people. Everything else is emergent.
I have only one thing to add to Ivy's & Kichi's advice: don't hunt for a partner, just do things you love to do, do them in a variety of places and meet people. Everything else is emergent.
Sum ergo sum