(January 29, 2014 at 12:07 am)Stimbo Wrote: I have until the end of February to at least get one kiss, one cuddle from a girl who doesn't turn her head away so as not to endure my presence. One moment when I don't feel like I'm disconnected from the human race. Anything more intimate is a bonus, of course, not to mention cloud fucking cuckoo land.
I would like to be angry at you for thinking that anyone as awesome as you feel that someone else can fill your hole inside, and that you'll somehow will be a better person for it. But that would be hypocritical, I was in the exact same place almost five years ago, I was self-destructive and Scruffy pulled me out of harm's way. However, be careful what you wish for. If you only want a kiss and a cuddle, remember that it was what you settled for, before going into the fight. If a romantic relationship is what you actually want, don't settle on a kiss, you'll be never satisfied that way. Trust me, I've been there too. My wish was to have just someone, who would love me, and I ended up in a mentally abusive relationship, where I had no respect whatsoever for my boyfriend. Not an alluring prospect.
If a kiss is actually all you want, and you haven't gotten it by the last week of February, I'm taking a plane to the UK and you'll have to fight me off, or I'll plant a wet one on your lips.
You're a grown man, I cannot tell you what to do, but remember, there are a lot of persons here who care for you and even love you. It might not be the love you're looking for, but you still have it. Don't forget that.
When I was young, there was a god with infinite power protecting me. Is there anyone else who felt that way? And was sure about it? but the first time I fell in love, I was thrown down - or maybe I broke free - and I bade farewell to God and became human. Now I don't have God's protection, and I walk on the ground without wings, but I don't regret this hardship. I want to live as a person. -Arina Tanemura
