This sounds familiar...
Anyways, welcome to AF.org!!!
OP, I don't think you are focusing on the right thing at this point in your life. You can figure out the religion thing later. What you need to focus on now is getting control of your OCD. Once you have (as much as possible) a handle on the disorder, you can more clearly work this other stuff out in your head. Until then, all the conflicting thoughts, the rituals, the causal connections you make---these will cloud your ability to see things clearly.
Anyways, welcome to AF.org!!!
OP, I don't think you are focusing on the right thing at this point in your life. You can figure out the religion thing later. What you need to focus on now is getting control of your OCD. Once you have (as much as possible) a handle on the disorder, you can more clearly work this other stuff out in your head. Until then, all the conflicting thoughts, the rituals, the causal connections you make---these will cloud your ability to see things clearly.
"There remain four irreducible objections to religious faith: that it wholly misrepresents the origins of man and the cosmos, that because of this original error it manages to combine the maximum servility with the maximum of solipsism, that it is both the result and the cause of dangerous sexual repression, and that it is ultimately grounded on wish-thinking." ~Christopher Hitchens, god is not Great
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