I'm not the best writer ; english is my only language. LOL You need to understand that you don't see any of the things promised in the bible being brought to life. You don't see a controlling, all-loving god. If you do, you're just lying to yourself. Look at all the carnage and all the pain. Where is god? And believe me, with all of the contradictions in the bible, it isn't the word of god. You need to research on google what's exactly wrong with christianity. You'll never believe again if you do.
I hate the bible. I love that do as thy whilst stuff.