(April 12, 2014 at 8:48 pm)tor Wrote:(April 12, 2014 at 8:11 pm)RobbyPants Wrote: Started doubting seriously in my late 20s. I was able to admit that I no longer believed when I was 31.
Why 11 years? Afraid of hell?
Shaggy already got it: late twenties. It was actually two years, though.
As for why: the first year-and-a-half, I was trying to get myself believing again. I always had and assumed that it was correct and the problem must be with me. After that period, I got to the point where I really couldn't believe it anymore, and yeah, there was about a six month period where I couldn't admit to myself that I didn't believe because I was afraid of hell.
I got over that when I realized that I'd never lost any sleep about going to Muslim hell for not following the five pillars of Islam, so why was I worried about this hell?