Atheist seems the best description for you. DON"T get too hung up about labels / descriptions (They are just as bad as religion)
As for meditation- it doesn't OPEN your mind, it takes you INTO your mind. You have gone to take a look and all you have come back with is WOW!!
It is a good start.
I am not advocating you STOP meditating. There are so many health benefits to be gained from the practice. Breathe...it is all good
Have a look around the Forum and open your mind to other peoples interpretations of Life, the Universe and Everything. It really is worth a browse because at least they strive to form opinions BASED on available EVIDENCE.
It ALL comes back to YOU!
As for meditation- it doesn't OPEN your mind, it takes you INTO your mind. You have gone to take a look and all you have come back with is WOW!!

I am not advocating you STOP meditating. There are so many health benefits to be gained from the practice. Breathe...it is all good

Have a look around the Forum and open your mind to other peoples interpretations of Life, the Universe and Everything. It really is worth a browse because at least they strive to form opinions BASED on available EVIDENCE.
It ALL comes back to YOU!

"The Universe is run by the complex interweaving of three elements: energy, matter, and enlightened self-interest." G'Kar-B5