I have been having these thoughts lately. I feel like I am the only one who really exists. because how can I prove anyone else exists but me? Seems like everyone all has set patterns, everyone else is either die hard christian, or die hard atheist, or muslim, hindu, whatever, but no has has beliefs that are like mine. What if everyone else is just an illusion to make me believe the world I live in is real? I can't relate to very many people on this planet.
I also wonder why murder is considered unnatural. I believe nature encompasses everything in existence - even 'chemical food' is made from combining things in nature.... People say pedophilia, murder etc are all unnatural, but we are all part of nature and we can't possibly do anything that's not natural.
I feel like murder shouldn't have such a negative connotation. I feel like its a natural pleasure of the human experience. I never killed anyone because of the law but I feel like it would be really nice. I feel like choking people would be the coolest method cause you can practically feel their life leave their bodies through your hands. Atheists believe in being yourself and enjoying human impulses, but then hold back when they have thoughts of murder.
I often have dreams where I strangle people I don't like, and I love those dreams because not only do I get to kill people I hate without consequences, but also because it feels like heaven when I do it.
I also wonder why murder is considered unnatural. I believe nature encompasses everything in existence - even 'chemical food' is made from combining things in nature.... People say pedophilia, murder etc are all unnatural, but we are all part of nature and we can't possibly do anything that's not natural.
I feel like murder shouldn't have such a negative connotation. I feel like its a natural pleasure of the human experience. I never killed anyone because of the law but I feel like it would be really nice. I feel like choking people would be the coolest method cause you can practically feel their life leave their bodies through your hands. Atheists believe in being yourself and enjoying human impulses, but then hold back when they have thoughts of murder.
I often have dreams where I strangle people I don't like, and I love those dreams because not only do I get to kill people I hate without consequences, but also because it feels like heaven when I do it.
