Welcomes back.
Been kinda worried about you.
In all honesty you need to stop looking for a payoff.
Atheism doesn't offer eternal rewards or promise a happy life. It's a non belikef in deities. THat's it.
WHat many fallen theists aren't able to realise is that we make our own meaning in our lives - not some imaginary god.
Have you tried seeking out other atheists or an atheist community.
I know it can be hard, especially when those around you start to ignore you because you no longer believe what they believe - that's part of the religious disease.
Take a deep breath.
Have a coffee.
Relax.
Go back out into the world and find what reality has to offer.
Been kinda worried about you.
In all honesty you need to stop looking for a payoff.
Atheism doesn't offer eternal rewards or promise a happy life. It's a non belikef in deities. THat's it.
WHat many fallen theists aren't able to realise is that we make our own meaning in our lives - not some imaginary god.
Have you tried seeking out other atheists or an atheist community.
I know it can be hard, especially when those around you start to ignore you because you no longer believe what they believe - that's part of the religious disease.
Take a deep breath.
Have a coffee.
Relax.
Go back out into the world and find what reality has to offer.
Playing Cluedo with my mum while I was at Uni:
"You did WHAT? With WHO? WHERE???"
