(June 10, 2014 at 9:12 am)Jacob(smooth) Wrote: Atheism sucks big hairy balls. Sorry, but it does. Personal view only you understand.That's what happens when you take the red pill mate.
Been a few months now and so far I got zero payoff. Squat. Diddly. I preferred my comfortable lie to this ugly truth, but having unplugged, I now can't plug myself back in or unthink what I thought.
I can't even have fun debating with christians because I would not want them to lose what I lost!
I think I'm going through the kuber Ross model for Yahweh and I'm stuck on anger.
But welcome to reality, no one said it was pleasant
And the only pay off is intellectual honesty.
Sorry.
If you're not supposed to ride faster than your guardian angel can fly then mine had better get a bloody SR-71.