As I was coming up on joining 12 Steppers, I was in desperate struggle. I was convinced alcohol was helping me, and it was the magnitude of my problems that was overwhelming it.
Just thinking about stopping drinking was awful, because without the booze, I would be totally vulnerable to everything, it could not protect me at all if I quit.
Suicide did not look easy, it did not look easy at all, but it did look more feasible than even attempting to go sober.
28 years has proven otherwise.
Just thinking about stopping drinking was awful, because without the booze, I would be totally vulnerable to everything, it could not protect me at all if I quit.
Suicide did not look easy, it did not look easy at all, but it did look more feasible than even attempting to go sober.
28 years has proven otherwise.
