The p analogy was confusing as shit bro. I'll take a crack at it though. Your consciousness is all in your fucking head. I have no idea what particles have to do with anything on the subject. Until I can hear a reasonable explanation, I don't care. I know your identity and personality can be attributed to a few biological factors. Living circumstances and psychology certainly play a role. Does that mean you don't have free will? FUCK NO! I've totally seen people clean up their act, turn themselves around and grow the fuck up. I've seen people deteriorate from a humble well adjusted individual to a sheepish ego maniacs.
god is supposed to be imaginary