My Story

[JamesSS1989]

It all started when I was in high school. I lived with my dad and my biological mom who abandoned me when I was 6. So shortly after that my dad met my now step-mom who is somewhat of a religious freak, my dad on the other hand, not so much. Soon after they started dating and all that, I was going to church more & more. Sure it seemed all good & dandy at first, but a few short years after that, thats when I started having my doubts in this so called "Superior Being".

I kind of just dismissed those thoughts because as a kid I was practically force fed this bullshit we call religion nowadays. But anyway, moving on. Later on into my teen years I was finding myself going to church less & less. When I was a little kid and as a young teen, I ALWAYS hated when people talked about religion because they always tried to force it on me.

When I was a senior in high school I met this girl who was a Christian. 6 months after we started dating the bitch leaves me for unknown reasons to this day. After a year and a half of "praying" for her to have a change of heart and take me back with NO answers at all, I pretty much said fuck it. Every time I would pray to this "being" I felt nothing in terms of feeling better about the situation. About a year after I graduated from high school I met this one guy who was friends with this other dude...who happens to be a religious nutcase.

All he would ever talk about 98% of the time was this "God". Sure I went with it to make him happy and all. But now I have moved away and I say I'm glad I did because I couldn't take it anymore. This god shit was being forced upon me once again. All I gotta say now is, I am now a Atheist and proud of it. I feel more free than I ever have in my whole life.