You're right Tonus. There really isn't anything particularly profound about what I said in my post, especially if you're already familiar with affirmations or meditation. However; it was a profound experience for me personally to realize I could welcome back that part of myself. I missed it without knowing I was missing it. And, although there isn't anything spiritual about it (for me, at least), I do find "prayer" to be humbling in that it gives me a chance to let go of my biases and my need to be or feel right and to reassess my life in a more honest light.
This probably doesn't resemble prayer all that much, but where today I would silently ask "What do I do?", before I would say "Dear Lord, please show me the way" or something along those lines. So, to me, it still resembles the prayers I was familiar with. And it isn't as much the same as simply assessing my life with the question "What do I do?" because in those instances I still have bias and I'm still worried about the minor details. It's different in that way for me.
This probably doesn't resemble prayer all that much, but where today I would silently ask "What do I do?", before I would say "Dear Lord, please show me the way" or something along those lines. So, to me, it still resembles the prayers I was familiar with. And it isn't as much the same as simply assessing my life with the question "What do I do?" because in those instances I still have bias and I'm still worried about the minor details. It's different in that way for me.
I can't remember where this verse is from, I think it got removed from canon:
"I don't hang around with mostly men because I'm gay. It's because men are better than women. Better trained, better equipped...better. Just better! I'm not gay."
For context, this is the previous verse:
"Hi Jesus" -robvalue
"I don't hang around with mostly men because I'm gay. It's because men are better than women. Better trained, better equipped...better. Just better! I'm not gay."
For context, this is the previous verse:
"Hi Jesus" -robvalue