What proof would it take for me to believe in god?

[Aoi Magi]

Chad, you seem to be considering experience of an event as evidence, which is not a bad thing if instead of taking the event as the evidence you use it for finding actual evidence. Are you absolutely sure that there is no other explanation for that event? have you asked for a second opinion before jumping to the "special revelation" conclusion? I understand that experiences in life can seem hard to explain at times, but also know that if you cannot explain something to others that means you don't understand it yourself, and that in turn means you lack knowledge.