We are nothing for suffering (my story)

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I hope you're not going through this state of clinical depression alone. You need to share all this stuff with people who are dealing or have dealt with same feelings of despair. You would be better off finding a forum specifically for those suffering from depression or other similar conditions and get help from those who have been there. Are you taking medication? If not, I'd suggest you give it a try. It's worked wonders for countless people and you can overcome this too. Instead of lying down and letting the depression kill you, get up and take action. There is hope.