RE: Theists, What Would It Take For You To Lose Your Faith?
January 22, 2015 at 6:48 pm
(This post was last modified: January 22, 2015 at 7:00 pm by professor.)
Jenny, after posting the above, my next thought was on how to answer your question. I figured it was coming.
My first idea was to consider a very intricate puzzle, one of those thousand piece jobs.
But then, I realized that the puzzle did not come first.
First was stepping out on the limb in a metaphorical sense.
I did not want to throw my entirety into following God, it means abdicating the throne of SELF, humbly placing myself at God's mercy.
The last thing I wanted to do was to become a real Christian.
But I wanted to know- what am I doing here and where will I be in a hundred years.
I began to read the bible, at the same time books on astral projection, ghosts and other occult things.
I thought of many of the things you guys do- the problem of evil, what if there is a hell.
One night I came home and laying in bed, I decided to cut the branch I was sitting on (metaphor-remember).
The words of Jesus- "He that is not with me is against me.." were playing loudly in me for a while.
I am not actively WITH Jesus. Not good.
I decided to see what happens by putting the saw to the branch between me and the tree.
I prayed an Act of contrition (a good prayer of repentance- which I meant!).
I prayed the "Our Father" and afterward, I said- "Do not let me ever leave you".
This was about one or two O clock AM. After that, I instantly woke from sleep and found it was morning.
I was in kind of a delightful shock, knowing I did not fall, knowing-
having a knowing inside that God was real.
I was amazed to say the least.
This was in 1972.
Now- the puzzle.
When you find pieces that fit, you join them, actually this puzzle is far bigger than the big ones ( I hate picture puzzles- by the way). But as time, study and life events pass, the puzzle becomes more and more clear.
There are areas still to be filled in, but the picture is there.
You know what they say about pictures.
Guys, it did not matter that you were being sarcastic.
Absolute knowledge looks like pride? No problem. you will find out later.
My first idea was to consider a very intricate puzzle, one of those thousand piece jobs.
But then, I realized that the puzzle did not come first.
First was stepping out on the limb in a metaphorical sense.
I did not want to throw my entirety into following God, it means abdicating the throne of SELF, humbly placing myself at God's mercy.
The last thing I wanted to do was to become a real Christian.
But I wanted to know- what am I doing here and where will I be in a hundred years.
I began to read the bible, at the same time books on astral projection, ghosts and other occult things.
I thought of many of the things you guys do- the problem of evil, what if there is a hell.
One night I came home and laying in bed, I decided to cut the branch I was sitting on (metaphor-remember).
The words of Jesus- "He that is not with me is against me.." were playing loudly in me for a while.
I am not actively WITH Jesus. Not good.
I decided to see what happens by putting the saw to the branch between me and the tree.
I prayed an Act of contrition (a good prayer of repentance- which I meant!).
I prayed the "Our Father" and afterward, I said- "Do not let me ever leave you".
This was about one or two O clock AM. After that, I instantly woke from sleep and found it was morning.
I was in kind of a delightful shock, knowing I did not fall, knowing-
having a knowing inside that God was real.
I was amazed to say the least.
This was in 1972.
Now- the puzzle.
When you find pieces that fit, you join them, actually this puzzle is far bigger than the big ones ( I hate picture puzzles- by the way). But as time, study and life events pass, the puzzle becomes more and more clear.
There are areas still to be filled in, but the picture is there.
You know what they say about pictures.
Guys, it did not matter that you were being sarcastic.
Absolute knowledge looks like pride? No problem. you will find out later.
